Hungry all the time

I can't seem to shake off my constant hunger. This is something that has plagued me for years. Now that i'm slowly approaching old age, i realised that if i don't do something about it now, i'm gonna end up as one of those super obese old ladies all hunched up in a chair in a care home, bugging the nurses when teatime would be, when i'd just had my dinner or something... Anyhows, i'd thought my healthy eating regime was going all so well, with my nettle tea and cod liver oil pills, when my clinical partner rudely reminded me: How to be slim when you are eating all the time??? Then i realised that it was indeed true. That day we had the conversation, I had polished off a box of special K + 1L of milk (skimmed, mind you) and 1 mars bar ("giant", according to Terri), plus a few random biscuits on top of my 3 meals which probably consisted of more than my daily requirements of 2000 calories...
The question is, how do you not eat when you are truly hungry??? PRAY TELL!!!

Currently eating: Walkers Prawn Cocktail Crisps and Aero chocolate.
Currently reading: One Shot by Lee Child - its an american thriller, and is rather addictive!

Panic

my sister just asked me what dumping syndrome was...??? do we really have to know such stuff? in the end just mumbled something like it happens after gastric surgery...hell, i didn't even know what the incidence or treatment was...bleah...feel like shit.

Currently eating: Ben & Jerry's "Oh My! Apple Pie!" Its damn good, especially when you're stuck at home waiting for the boiler man who's probably not gonna come. Sigh.

Chocolate disaster

Came home relatively early and decided to treat myself to 0 work and loads of telly and snacking. Thus, even went to tesco to get ingredients for a chocolate torte. Couldn't find the recipe sarah gave me, so had to settle for a cookbook one and made my own modifications... was stirring in 300g of melted chocolate and left it standing on the kitchen counter to cool..said to the sister - don't you spill it!!! it'll take eternity to clean-up! (as it is, coming home after 1 week in dartford, the flat is an absolute sty, with bags and bags of trash, and a sinkful of dirty dishes! MAN, i've just spent 30 mins washing up!!!) as bad things always happen to ME - she did indeed spill it, so we had a kitchen floor full of chocolate gunk..man, was it all over the place, like we had some huge shit explosion..haha. (ok, not funny). at least it was the little sister that did it, so she helped clean up...if it was the B, then man...wait long long...THE COOKIE DOUGH STAINS FROM LAST WEEK ARE STILL STUCK ON THE FLOOR AND IT HAS NOT BEEN MOPPED!!! i'm still waiting for you to clean up, B... The urges i get sometimes to microwave my own sister...DING!

I smell my chocolate torte, gonna stuff my face now.

Heaven... ...

I'm dating a doctor

Nope, havn't changed the beau, but the existing one has passed his finals! Yay! When he called to tell me the news, it was as though i'd passed mine! Man...i've barely even started my revision, less the exam! Anyhoos, i'm slightly more motivated to work now. How long this will last, who knows. Last raincheck, i'd only read for 10 mins, watched 3.5 hrs of telly, and gone to bed at 9pm... ... ...

There is a higher throne..

Hear Heaven's voices sing,
their thunderous anthem rings;
through emerald courts and sapphire skies,
their praises rise.
All glory, wisdom, power,
strength, thanks and honor are
to God, our King who reigns on high
forever more.